My name is Catherine and sept 6 was the last time I seen my husband he dropped dead from a heart attack that day.When his boss came to the house and got me to take me to the hospital I knew it was bad but I never figured death. Not my baby and that is what I kept screaming over and over when they told me.Not my baby not my baby he wouldn't leave me . But he did in a blink of a eye my whole life changed. I wanted to die with him and still feel that way today wish god would take me…