My lost of my husband it has only been 3 weeks,I miss him so much we have 3 grown children that have there own lives and I feel all alone.I pray to God every night to take me in my sleep so I can be with my husband. We did everything together we were inseparable.we had been married for 32 years.The hardest part is at night when I climb into bed and he's not there. I just cry my self to sleep.My heart goes out to each and everyone on this forum.God bless you all