4 months ago today I lost my husband of 33 years to cancer. I am falling apart and not sure how to carry on alone. We met when we were only 15 and had been together since. Now at 51 years old I am left here to try and carry on without him. How do I do that?  I think I have been coping pretty good but some days are worse than others. Today is one of those really bad days. I was just wondering if anyone has any words of encouragement that may help me get through these bad days. Any little…