Hi Everyone,

I was here about a year ago when my daughter passed away on 12/14/12.  I guess we've been going on.  I still miss my baby so much.  She was 42 and left two great grandkids. Sometimes I think she is speaking to me and I want to beleive that she is. I wish that I could explain to my co-workers why I haven't gone back to work yet.  I wish I could explain to my siblings why I can't deal with loosing my daughter as well as they think I should. I have been bitter and went to my…