Help for today & Hope for tomorrow

My little girl passed away July 8th 2007, just 4 days before her 7th birthday. I feel like it's all my fault. She was hit by a car right in front of the hose. I was right there and whittnessed the whole thing. I am a registered nurse and had to provide care for her. She died at the hospital an hour later. I have been diagnosed with PTSD. Here lately I dream she is blaming me for her death and if it wasn't for me she would still be here. I feel like I am going crazy. I have no one to talk to. I am scared. I pray every night for God to bring me home so all this hurt will stop. I literally feel sick all the time. I am tired of my other three children seeing me this way. They don't deserve this. I don't live, or enjoy life. I just go through the motions everyday. Someone please help me please.

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Comment by beth on March 2, 2015 at 6:18pm
I am so sorry to hear about your daughter if you need someone to talk to ill be here
Comment by DeShawna Neal on March 25, 2015 at 11:40am
Hello my name is Dee,

I lost my daughter at 2 weeks old,but i know how you feel about blame and dreams waking how thing happened with me being right there. I have other kids too and some how i manage to fool other I'm ok, but I'm not. I do what i feel others want to see and those motions are forced because my internal struggle to even keep moving feels like pour salt in a wound. I'm here if you wanna talk too.
Comment by reenay on April 22, 2015 at 1:17pm
Im sorry u experienced that and are going through that. Im feeling at fault for my soulmate bcus many reasons and so i can relate. Hugs


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