Lost my love a week today

[Crissy]

I lost the love of my life yesterday morning. I feel like my heart and soul are into pieces . He passed away from liver cirrohsis and sudden kidney failure. It was like a cancer that took over his body . He was 29. He was beautiful inside and out. The alcohol took over him completely. we were only together for 8 months but unseperable since we met , he lived next door to me. I nursed him til the end , struggled seeing him eat breakfast , lunch , and dinner shots of rum. I got him to seek help finally in hospital but was too late . He detiriated within 2 months after detox. Wish I could have bought him sooner. I can't stop crying, can't eat , scared I can't move on.

[maryellenmcquown]

you did the best you could

[Anna Huber]

When I lost my boyfriend in December 2012 I went through the same thing. I didn't know how my life could go on without him but more than a year after his death I know: Life does go on! The first few months after his passing were the worst. My mood was changing all the time and everyday life was a struggle. I'm happy that I had people around me that were there for me at that time and I hope you have someone to talk to, too. 

I went to see his mother on the 1st anniversary of his death. It felt good to be able to talk to someone about him and share memories. There are still days when I'm feeling very sad but I'm doing much better now. 

I hope you're getting the support you need! My thoughts are with you!