Ruse' , Sorry for your loss. It seems like alot like alot of people joined this group but not many have posted. Not sure if there are any moderators here, because some people think it's a social group they have joined, I usually send them a message. Not sure if it's right for me to do, but anyway. Though not many respond to each other here, it's still helpful to express yourself. I'm here because I lost my brother.