I am so so sorry! Lost mine, a beautiful wife of mine, on January 27th, 2020 to stage 4 breast cancer. Only 61, still can’t understand why? She was such a strong woman, both physically and mentally, otherwise! I am a physician myself and couldn’t do anything to save her life. Just watched her die, so painful! I am an ER doctor and see people in their high 80s and 90s in my ER all the time with dementia, multiple medical problems, no quality of life and they just keep going - ironically many of them don’t even want to - and yet a much younger person’s life is snatched away from her, ruining their families! A good God will not do that! It’s all bogus and just a game. 
Stay strong, brother, and hang in there. Take care of yourself. It would be alright! 

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