hi I am new here. I lost my husband recently. We were together for 30 years. Times were hard for us and sometimes our relationship wasn't easy either. I miss him and I am not sure how to go on alone. I always thought I was a loner and liked to be alone. Now I am and I am trying to continue living any life I can. I put on a happy face and pretend I am ok but I just don't want to be here any more. I feel there is no purpose for me. I stay home as much as I can. I know there are so many that are going through this too. I just neede to put this out there to say that I am broken. I dont know what to do.