My baby girl nevaeh

[Jenna]

Hi my name is Jenna. On June 5th we lost our daughter Nevaeh. She was 21 weeks and 3 days. She just came too early and there was nothing they could do. This would have been my first child. I've always wanted to be a mother. I'm scared to get pregnant again but I want a child so bad. Almost 3 years ago I had a miscarriage. I'm just starting to think something is wrong with me and it's not going to happen. Nevaeh was very beautiful she looked just like me and her father. I'll never forget that night. It's forever stuck in both our minds. I gave birth to her and seen her moving and watched her struggle to breathe while I held her in my arms. I'll never forget that moment and I'll never stop missing my little girl. We had cremated she has a purple urn with a little blue rose on it. I didn't even know they made those so small... I wish they didn't have to. No one should have to burry or cremate their child.