Missing my brother

[Esther]

When I loss my brother, my only sibling in May 2014, in a sense I lost myself, my life changed forever. My brother went missing and his body recovered 3 days later. I couldn't believe this was really my brother this was happening to. Six yrs now and I still have questions that will never be answered, they haunt my mind. Sometimes I wished I could've seen my brother before he was buried to say ,yes that is him, this really happened. My loss is profound, he was my only sibling and I miss him beyond words to say. I failed my brother. Maybe one day I can forgive myself.