A woman I loved(but could not tell her) died two weeks ago

[Christopher Range]

I have known people who died in the past:

1. Paternal Grandmother(1973), 59

2. Maternal Grandfather(1976), 63

3. Paternal Grandfather(1991), 81

4. Teacher's Asst.(1992), 24

5. Maternal Great-Uncle(2003), 88

6. Maternal Grandmother(2008), 93

7. Maternal Great-Aunt(2008), 96

8. Woman I loved but couldn't tell her, 52

Sure, The death of each family member hurt.  But they weren't someone un-related, who I loved.  The death of the woman hurts the most.  Because I couldn't tell her how I really felt.  She had Bipolar Disorder, and telling her I loved her.  Could have caused her to commit suicide.  So, I didn't risk it.  Now, I wish I had told her. She isn't my first love.  But the woman who meant the most.