Miscarriages

[Felicia]

I had 4 miscarriages between my 1st and 2nd children. We decided to try for a 3rd and she passed away in the second trimester. I'm scheduled for a d and c in the morning and I'm not sure I'll ever smile again.

I don't understand how one day she was so perfect and the next there is no heartbeat. A week ago I bought a minivan, now I'm sitting at home miscarrying and waiting for my time in surgery.