Ok....don't really know how to start. I lost my husband, my first daughter's father in 2009 from a car accident. I was 25 years old, suddenly a single mom to a 2year old. It was hard but we made it. I started dating a guy and got pregnant with my 2nd daughter. I had her April 21st, 2011. I was soon happy! Finally! My family was complete again. Well....Oct. 9th, 2011 I woke up to a my boyfriend, he dad, saying she wasn't moving. She passed away of SIDS. I don't think I'll ever get through this pain!I'd really like to talk to someone about it please. It's killing me!!