My mom just died from a car accident and I feel like I didnt tell her how much I loved her and now I feel horrible and wish that I could just start over with life
Every parents feels the love of a child even if they dont say it enough. I think the love a child keeps them going everyday. And your Mom left knowing you loved her. In a way you are starting over with life just not the one you hoped for. Some day youll be able to share your story with people in your situation and could help them heal.