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Hi Kristy. my name is diane. I feel your pain aas I lost my only son too.I had alot of anxiety myself when he passed , kept waiting for my turn. I was in such darkness, and it felt like I was in a whirlwind constantly. I too had depression, thats why I joined here 3 years ago.There hasnt been alot of help here lately, but I keep coming back for support. I know friends mean well, but unless you ve lost a child , no matter their age they cant unerstand what you are going through, sorry for the typos, I guess it is hard to type with tears falling. If you want someone to talk to who knows what you are feeling I am here. It does help us to talk , and then we dont feel quite as alone. I wish you strength, faith and many prayers to you. Keep looking forward and cry when you need to.Grief seems to overcome you andconsume you if you let it. I walked around for one year after my son passed, in numbness and dont really remember getting through each day, but somehow by the grace of God I did,take care my friend...diane.
Hello Kristy,
I'm Marge. I too lost my son in 2014. I too have ptsd. I understand the black hole as I call it. R u in therapy? I did go to a grief group through my church for a few wks. I did get a little bit out of it. I still fall apart mostly at any given moment. I can not speak his name without crying. I feel guilty because I try not to think about him. If I do I go right back to a major break down. What can I do to help you. If u need to just talk I'm here.
ur important to me..I get it..
Marge
Hi Marge,I know the emotions you are feeling ,and the helplessness within you . I lost my son in 2016 and I still feel like it just happened. I felt all alone and so guilty because I couldnt save my child. I guess these are all normal emotions or so everyone says so, but sometimes it is too much to bare and keep moving forward. If you have time I left a leeter to my son on my page if youd care to read it. I started writing him letters just so I could deal with all the emotions that stay inside me all the time. I wish I could of found help and support when he first passed, but yet I dont know if I would of excepted it at the time. Ill be in here off and on if you want to chat sometime. Ill think of you as I go about my day. take care and try to make it through each moment. I hope you find the comfort and understanding you are searching for . I know all of us here are doing the same thing my friend... gina:))
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