Hello, everyone, I am Sad.....I joined this club I hate of "widowhood" about 8 months ago with no warning.

W e would have celebrated out 40 anniversary in Feb. with a party, instead it was a party for one with lots of memories and more tears and more what now.

My husbands death was unexpected he was fine and talked to me before I left for work, never realizing that last kiss, touch of our fingers or look would be our last...The alone that followed, the fog that has yet…