My ex husband and father of my two daughters passed away on January 26th, 2021.  We were together 13 years, married 6 and divorced 10. Sadly he was very abusive when we were together and often times tried to continue that behavior over the past 10 years.  He was an alcoholic and also had issues with drugs which is what led to our divorce.  I own my part in the downfall of our marriage because once I became a mom that is all that mattered to me, being a wife came last.  Over the past 10 years…