Lump.

[Monica Gomez]

Finding a lump on your breast. A moment that takes your breathe away. What do you do? Where do you go? Who do you talk to? I cried. Hard. Not because there is a slight chance that I may have breast cancer but because I had no one to talk to, no one to go to. My mom passed away nearly 1 1/2 ago. I cried in my car after I left the doctors office. I'm scared and alone. All I want is the warm hug of mother to protect me from all of the hurt. I don't know what's going to happen. One thing I do know is that I can't hug my mom who I dearly miss. Why did she have to leave so soon?

[Judy Davidson]

Monica,

Thank you for sharing your real and heartfelt feelings.  I'm sorry to hear about the lump on your breast and will pray for God's supernatural healing.  I'm also sorry that your Mom can't provide a physical hug for you but hopefully your fond memories can provide some emotional support.  Have you considered a local group to join through www.GriefShare.org.  I also hope you have other friends and family for support.  Reach out to other members via email or  the chat room as well.

God bless,

Judy 

[Lulu]

Monica so sorry for your experience. Not sure what your spiritual beliefs are. But talk to your mom if it makes you feel better, it may bring you comfort. Pray to God for strength and remember no matter how much we think we are alone in life. We never are.