I don't wanna be alone

[Katie]

So on feb.18 2014 I woke at 1:34am to my 26 yr old fiance of 9 yrs not breathing I tried in the few min before the ambulance came to breath any life into my BESTFRIEND he was hook up to a machine that mechanically pumped his heart from 1:50 am to 4:30 he had a massive blood clot and a heart attack it was is and will always be the worst day of my life we have 2 young girls and I'm struggling to establish a norm again I did not I don't want to start over at 26 I'm lost and low I just needed to vent....

[Lulu]

Vent as much as you want! we are here to support you and listen. No need to feel alone. This type of pain is hard to fight its best to cry and release as much as you can. You're both so young . May God bless your family and guide you through this.

[Katie]

Thank you it is much appreciated

[Joanne]

I am so sorry Katie.  God be with you and your girls.

[Dominick Pistocchi]

so sad to hear,think how much you tried to save him,thats no small matter,you were really terrific,i hope you and your girls are able to go on,i will pray for all of you when i pray for my mother,please take care and be well

 

 

[Chris Fayne]

I know how you feel. I lost my fiance in just about the same way. She was only 28 and has 3 girls. Venting is all you can do right now, and it's the best thing you can do. I pray for you and your 2 girls