I lost my mom Feb 16. I was at her bedside in the hospital when she took her last breath. And I was in the same place about 7 hours before talking and joking around with her. She had blood clots in her lungs and it took her suddenly those 7 hours later. I guess that is why I still can't believe she is gone. And yet, my heart breaks because I know she is gone. She was such a kind soul and having her during all the times in my life, good and bad, listening and loving me no matter what, and now not having her, is so hard. The world is just not the same anymore.