Loss of my grandfather.. Worse pain of my life

[Marissa]

I saw o my grandfather die right before my eyes. I don't accept it. I keep blaming myself. I need help.

[Lulu]

so sorry to hear about your loss Marissa. Its never easy seeing a loved one die and having the experience to go along with it. Forgiving yourself is something you might need to work on. Hope to see you in chat sometime.