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I can relate. I lost my brother to esophageal cancer. He was diagnosed in October 2014 and passed away January 2015. He was stage 4 before he had any symptoms.It was and still remains the hardest day of my life. My mother was my rock and my support. I feel bad she was so worried about me that she didn't ever get to fully grieve for him and he was the love of her life as was I. She passed away the same day as my brother in 2015. My mother survived lymphoma cancer, had 95% blockage in one leg and 75% in the other and survived that surgery. She developed COP and that really took her down. I took care of both of them. I spent 6 mos in the hospital total with my brother and mother. If I believed I would see them again or if I had some sign from them that they were alright and in a better place I believe I could get through this, but I have had no sign and I have lost my faith so now I am just a robot living day by day. I also lost my only children - my dogs which probably seems like nothing after losing a brother or a parent, but they were my only stable left in my hometown. I moved back to Macon from Atlanta after 30 years to be with my mother and brother and now they are gone and I am lost. Family was everything to me.
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