It's been almost four months since my son passed away suddenly - he was thirty. I haven't told my siblings. For some reason I just have been able to. When ever I think about letting them know I just can't stop crying. My son passed without having any children, therefore I have no grand babies. My siblings, three of them, all have healthy grand children. Now I'm envious of that. Don't want to be around my family either, it only makes me feel bad about what I was suppose to have. Actually don't want to be friends with anyone who hasn't lost an adult child.
Has anyone else had this problem?