I lost my wife and soulmate on Nov. 21st, 2012, to lung cancer.  It's been a year and 55 days and it still feels like it was yesterday.  She was 12 years younger than me and I have heart problems, so we always thought it would be me to go first.  I was worried about her, if she would be able to handle my death, and the next thing I knew, it was all different.  She was hardly ever sick a day and she was very spunky and full of life.  In Aug., 2012, she became ill, and in Sept., she was…