Sherry, I am so sorry about your son.  I want you to know you are not alone. I can feel your pain. I also lost a child my beautiful grandson. Murdered by his father. The pain is none like i could ever image. My grandson died the same time as your son and I still carry this pain. I know you get tired of people saying this, but it will get better.  You need to take it one day at a time.When you lose a child it changes us forever. Please email me.. Lets talk.  I  want you to  know I will be saying a prayer for you tonight.  God Bless you.

so am i sorry about your son as well