The words my voice failed to say,

are the words my mind wished to scream.

As you laid on the bed, your eyes fully closed.

Your breathing slowly coming to an end.

The words seemed to have gotten stuck in my throat.

I wanted to beg you to stay,

I wasn't ready for you to leave.

I know you were in a lot of pain,

but a selfish part of me wanted to stay with me.

I didn't want our time together to come to an…

Tick tock goes the clock

I only wish it would stop.

It's ticking, signifies that time hasn't stopped.

Though my world has come crashing down,

the clock still tocks.

I wish I could turn back the time,

and shared one more hug.

As the clock continues to tick forward,

my mind begins to reel backwards.

To the fun times we shared,

to the moments we fought.

As the clock still counts forward, 

my mind counts…

Life has never been so hard,

and the pain has never hurt so much.

The years I spent with you went by so fast,

while the days I'm spending alone are going by so slow.

My life is an empty shell, 

I don't know how to escape this hell.

I miss you with all my heart...

I will never forget the times we spent,

laughing, crying, fighting.

Those are the times that replay in my mind,

I just wish I had more…

Once I looked into your beautiful eyes,

and thought the world was full of life.

But that was all just lies,

because your beautiful eyes no longer stare into mine.

This beautiful world once held so much color,

but the colors seemed to have washed away.

And the world around me is dark and grey.

I only wish to see the color through those

beautiful eyes again. 

To see a world in which I once loved,

and a place…

I look up to, the beautiful night sky

and I simply wonder why.

As if like a video tape,

my mind begins to rewind.

Back to the old times we used to share;

all the laughter that was once there.

All those memories we lived,

they will always be in my mind.

But one memory to painful to bare.

Is the one in which I saw you disappear.

The last breath you took,

sent my life into an instant despair.

I…

The air I breathe is now to stale and has no life,

the Sun holds no warmth for me as it once did so long ago.

These beautiful days that we once shared only bring pain and tears.

All because what once brought it life, is gone beyond my reach.

The smile that plays upon my lips is fake, 

but it's to hide the tears I wish to cry.

The laughter that I force,

is to hide the screams within my mind.

My throat tightens as…

Day by Day,

night by night.

I still wonder why?

I still feel like it was to soon,

way to soon.

For you to join others within the moon.

Life now seems broken, and gone...

As if it's no longer worth going on, 

but I know you'd cry.

If I to suddenly died...

I will not cause you heart ache,

so I will indeed stay.

But just know my heart will always bleed,

My soul will be broken in two.

For as long as…

A single Red Rose,

it grew once wild and free.

No one takes notice in it's beauty,

no one but me.

For this is the rose,

that has been placed into my shaky hand.

I feel the pain beginning to grow once again,

as I clutch it close.

I do not want to let it go,

but I drop it into the hole.

With tears streaming down,

I watch the beautiful Red Rose.

As it falls into a tragically beautiful grave.  

I'm still here in the dark,

awaiting for your light... which may never come.

I'm still here reaching out,

hoping I'll find you somewhere near.

I'm still here with the tears forever streaming down,

I feel your hand that was once warm...Is now cold....

I'm still here crying even harder now,

as you move my hand upon a smooth rock....

I'm still here....

But you have…

Her eyes once shinned brighter than the moon,

but no one has noticed that the light has faded.

Her smile was once a beautiful thing,…