Hello. I'm new to this group and new to this level of pain and suffering. 30 years ago when i was only 14, I fell in love with a beautiful girl who would consume my entire life. We were best of friends and did everything together. Some would say we were not healthy with how much time we spent together. She was the sweetest, kindest person i ever knew. Since we were dumb kids, we got pregnant in high school. This introduced yet another interesting dynamic. It was a struggle but we worked…