I was with him for 3 years. Then he had a baby with my bestfriend and we stopped talking for a year. He died this January :'( I never stopped loving him and I can't say goodbye now. I didn't find out till a month later. And I didn't know how to react to it but past 3 days feel horrible. My heart literally hurts, I get this pain, it feels like a rock. It just so intense and it hurts so much. I dreamt about him last night. I dreamt it was a week before he died. And I told him, you're gonna die… Continue