In May 2014, my life changed forever, I loss my brother, my only sibling. He went missing and his body recovered 3 days later from lake. I go there often, just look out upon the water and talk out loud, maybe G-D is listening. Though people say it's not your fault, I still feel after these yrs, that it was, I failed my brother. I miss my brother and almost can't believe that he's not here anymore. You read/hear about missing people and feel for their families that they come home safe, but when… Continue

My brother's gone, gone forever. How do I accept he's not here. It's been 6 yrs now, can't believe it. I'm searching for something, not sure what it is. Maybe answers to questions that will never be. The answers died when my brother died. I failed my brother, that I know.