It's been a really bad 14 months since my 32 year old wife died. I've been feeling so bad about myself, feeling sorry for myself, that I had forgotten the good memories. Today was surprisingly a good day thinking about her. I just did a slideshow of pic off my iPad of her. She was smiling in every pic. I remember that what attracted me to her the most was her love to live. She would just start talking to someone if they looked like they were having a bad day. She would talk to anyone. She was… Continue

It's been over a year since my wife died. I just got on medicine and I do feel better but what worries me is I honesty see no future for me. Like my life is done and over and their is nothing to work for anymore. Does this go away? I can't see me ever loving anyone again. And if I am looking I'm just looking for someone like my wife. But no one can be my wife. She was her and nobody can be like her. This sucks.

I make $300 a month and that's fine with me. I know I should have hopes and… Continue