Im truly saddened by your loss my friend. This is a good place to find comfort and to start healing. my name is Gina,and Ive been coming here almost 4  years now.I know you are going through a turmoil of emotions and feel like you are in an endless tunnel. join us in the chat box if you like to chat .we will answer you and leave messages when we log in. I hope this place brings you some comfort and you arent alone. a friend..gina.take care of yourself my friend..