Not only did I lose my wife on Oct 3rd this year, I also lost my father on Oct 13th. I feel horrible because I always talk about my wife but fail to mention my father. Me and him were very close. When I don't think of my wife, which isn't often, I think of him. I was there for his last breath at the hospital. He beat throat cancer, had a quarter of his lung removed a couple years ago. In March, he fell down the stairs. They removed a large portion of his skull and didn't think he would make…

A short story about me. I lost my wife to suicide October 3rd this year. She was a wonderful stepmother o my 2 children. We area all seeing counselors (separately). I find it hard to open up to my friends or family, even my therapist! I figured I could open up on this page because I won't know anyone. I can't stop being sad, I feel like a piece of rotting fruit and it's only getting worse. How else can I cope? The thought of holidays are killing me. If it weren't for the kids I wouldn't even…