Tags:
when love was strong its so hard to let go. and you never have to let go of what you had with her. but you do have to start thinking of your life your future. we are still in this world and regardless we have to make the best of it. it is a sucky world i have to agree I still cry everyday and i would do anything to be where he is. but at the same token i have to see for my self and try my hardest to move on and see a happier future. why? because thats what they would want us to do.
so take a peak out the window and you will see its not so bad.
I am with you Shon. I lost my wife a little over 3 weeks ago. She was my life. She was my wife, my best friend, the love of my life for 33 years. We probably weren't apart more than 2 weeks total in the entire 33 years. When she was in the hospital, I slept in the chair in the room beside her bed even though we lived less than 2 miles away because I did not want to be away from her.
I feel alone, I feel lost, I feel guilty. I don't know hw else I feel other than I know I don't feel right. I talk to her every day. I can be okay for a day then just start breaking down for no reason.
Not sure what the answer is and I would be lying if I said I know what you are going thru because each relationship is different. But to a point, you aren't alone.
Jim Hancock said:
I am with you Shon. I lost my wife a little over 3 weeks ago. She was my life. She was my wife, my best friend, the love of my life for 33 years. We probably weren't apart more than 2 weeks total in the entire 33 years. When she was in the hospital, I slept in the chair in the room beside her bed even though we lived less than 2 miles away because I did not want to be away from her.
I feel alone, I feel lost, I feel guilty. I don't know hw else I feel other than I know I don't feel right. I talk to her every day. I can be okay for a day then just start breaking down for no reason.
Not sure what the answer is and I would be lying if I said I know what you are going thru because each relationship is different. But to a point, you aren't alone.
i lost my partner ,best friend & soul mate Paul,it wasnt a homosexual love but two people who didnt want to be alone, Paul passed away three weeks ago after bieng in a hospital for almost a year waiting for a heart transplant. we cared so much for each other & planned to go on after the transplant, he didnyt make it, the day he died a big part of me died & im not going to get it back, some days are so bad i dont think i can go on, the memorys good & bad(bieng hooked up to tubes and all that stuff) haunt me,i dont feel well or normal, at night tring to sleep is the worst, Its like a movie that keeps playing in my head & i have to jump up quick, i have good days & some almost as bad as the day Paul passed, he was like my brother, i dont have any friends because i did all with him, so hard yall to go on,its scary,never had anything like this before!!!! Ronnie in Va.
© 2024 Created by Judy Davidson. Powered by