My mother was just about 18 years old when she had me back in the 60's. My father was not in the picture when he found out that she was pregnant, so when I was born it was her mother who was with her. My mother eventually married a fellow whom she had known since the age of 14, and they had three children. Out of the four kids, I was closest to my mother. We could be like oil and water; but at the same time it was like we needed each other to breath. That is how our relationship…

So new to this my name is Karen lost husband two years ago after 33 years with him this is hard moving on.  I was never scared about everything now I'm scared of all have opportunity for a new job but the anxiety I have is crazy.  Even doing this is hard feel alone most of time thank god my son came back with his family have my grand babies to keep me going if didn't have them well I don't know. My life pretty much sucks miss my honey everyday people say it will get easier but not so sure…