I lost my husband in 2014 to cancer we were connected since I was 17 we both moved off remarried. We both divorced and meet up again in 2008 when I came home to take care of my mother. Thats when we started dating and then we grew to truly be soulmate after all these years. We married in 2014 and were so happy even though we knew he was dieing. I miss him so much and the days are so hard to get through somtimes. Hoping and waiting for him to come to me in the night to let me know that he is…

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My little girl passed away July 8th 2007, just 4 days before her 7th birthday. I feel like it's all my fault. She was hit by a car right in front of the hose. I was right there and whittnessed the whole thing. I am a registered nurse and had to provide care for her. She died at the hospital an hour later. I have been diagnosed with PTSD. Here lately I dream she is blaming me for her death and if it wasn't for me she would still be here. I feel like I am going crazy. I have no one to talk to. I… Continue

Lost my 33 year old son 3 weeks ago i just feel like dying. Can someone who has been through this give me any hope?

I am wondering if anyone out there feels they have seen or heard from their loved one besides me?  I was shocked to see it in a Catholic Hospice Bereavement Newsletter that physical communication such as flashing lights or sounds, smells are fairly common and recognized by them as fact. I have had my pager turned on, not once, but twice, his alarm clock from work sound without being set, the paper shredder take off on it's own, flashes of light in the dark (and yesterday in the day) where…

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Happy Valentines Day in Heaven to my only true love, Rich Smith.  He was a one of a kind man.  He was kind, caring and had compassion for people less fortunate than himself.  He was a wonderful husband and father who always put his family first, even after he was diagnosed with lung cancer.  I left only one xmas lite display on the roof after xmas was over.  they were lights i made in the shape of a heart.  i connected the extension cord today again to light up that heart in honor of him.…

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someone message me I have no type of relationship with anyone that I would be comfortable talking about the stuff ive had to go threw with my family lately

So I've been trying to get back to doing things I did before my mom passed. Trying to look forward. I pray alot and read my bible. I started writing in a journal and leaning on my best friend Jen. I'm trying to except that my dad was married 31 years and he used to having someone so it normal for him to be talking to another women. They only thing I'm having trouble with is everyone after me now that I need a plan and to figure my life out. I'm just trying to take it one day at a time but… Continue